Among all the things that I have disliked about myself over the years, one of the most challenging to deal with, has to be that I have never liked that I was a woman.
As a young girl, the phrase ‘little girls don’t do that’ meant there was a whole world out there that was not available to me. This perceived prison established a theme for the rest of my life, worming it’s way into the nooks and crannies of my psyche. Having nurtured this burden into my adulthood, I believed my womanhood had prevented me from being as physically capable as my male counterparts.
As a young girl, the phrase ‘little girls don’t do that’ meant there was a whole world out there that was not available to me. This perceived prison established a theme for the rest of my life, worming it’s way into the nooks and crannies of my psyche. Having nurtured this burden into my adulthood, I believed my womanhood had prevented me from being as physically capable as my male counterparts.
Today, I acknowledge this entire mindset to be false. The only thing that has ever prevented me from being all that I can be, including being a fantastic athlete, is me. That’s not to say that I could have been an Olympic athlete, had I tried. It just means that I never took myself seriously as an athlete. I never dedicated myself, and my energy, to being the best athlete that I could be. Because, it was not my calling. It was not my passion. I didn’t have ‘what it takes’ to be a high performance athlete. And now, I accept that.
Today, I acknowledge all the wonder that comes from being a woman. The best, most memorable experiences of my life have come to pass because I am a woman. I vow, from this day forward to embrace my birth right.
My Affirmation
I am happy being a Woman.
I am the best that I can be,
Because I am a Woman.
I can do anything, achieve anything
Because I am a Woman
I embrace my Woman’s body and it’s abilities,
my Woman’s thoughts,
my Woman’s heart.
I am a Woman, and I love it
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